I Was Still a Bi Virgin After Six Months in Passion

10/19/2015

Yesterday morning I woke
up at 5:30 am feeling really horny after dreaming that I
had an appointment to meet a really handsome young guy,
that I'd met on line a few times, to experience a taste
of all male sex for the first time in the total privacy of
a hotel room which we'd agreed to share the cost of.



Of course it had only been a dream but what I did next was very
real and the closest I've come yet to fulfilling my
strong and ever growing desire to have full sex with another
guy, since I joined TSdates.com back in August.


My wife was away for the weekend so I had total carte blanche
in the bedroom. I took out a five inch dildo that is no stranger
to my ass, as I've used it many times before, and smeared
some vaseline on the head of it and then around my ass hole
and slipped it into me. It always goes in as easy as pie. After spreading a few paper towels on the bed to ensure that
no lube got on the sheets I lay on my back and began to jerk
off very slowly so as to make it last. After a couple of minutes
of light and well controlled cock fondling my head was in
a tizzy and I felt I had to do something more adventurous
than heretofore.


I got off the bed and got out the bag of dildos from their hiding
place and selected the longest one, nine inches, and dipped
the business end of it into the jar of lube. Then when I pushed
it up me I was surprised how easily it went straight in up
to past half way without any any feeling of discomfort whatsoever.
That is as far as I ever had it in me before except for one occasion
a few months ago when I forced it almost all the way up me,
but it hurt like hell and was soon withdrawn and severely
reprimanded for causing me great discomfort.


After holding it in place for just a few second I pushed on
the bottom of it and it sank in a bit deeper into my ass without
any soreness or uncomfortable feeling and so I soon pushed
again and it went in further and then it only required one
final push and every centimetre of the toy was embedded
snugly and most welcomely in my eager love hole and I hadn't felt one iota of pain.


The physical thrill of having that beautiful pleasure
device buried up my ass was quite minimal but the mental
thrill was something else. I had a horny feeling over me
like never before. I manouevred it in and out vigorously
and twisted it around sideways but still the physical thrill
remained slight.


Then I got a thought; I'll get the camera and make a video
of me putting the dildo up my ass, and that is what I did next.
The video had run for over two minutes before I stopped it
and then I made a second video of me lying on my back and jerking
my cock off to completion. It was one of the best wanks that
I ever had, right up there with those I enjoyed on the three
occasions so far that I have had cyber sex with guys at TSdates.com.



Now normally after a wank, as soon as I climax, usually while
watching she-male films, my desire for all male sex rapidly
diminishes and doesn't resurface again for a few days,
sometimes over a week. But yesterday it was different.



After I had tidied up and showered I went to my computer and
played back the first video. By the time I had put the camera
on record the stiffener had been in me for about ten minutes
and it was slipping in and out, as required, right up to the
hilt without any need to force it. So easily did it slip in
and out that I'd even had a slight fear that it might
disappear altogether, if I wasn't careful, and have
to be surgically removed.


I was enthralled, and not a little tingly, as I sat watching
the screen and it was nothing less than fascinating to witness
that nine inch bruiser fully disappearing up my own back
alley. I have seen hundreds of cocks and dildos being inserted
into both male and female butts and I always love the particular
moment when the tip first slips into the eager orifice.
I often rewind a video several times just to see that moment
again and again and envying both parties.


Now here I was looking at it happening to me in reality, as
best it could be managed, and I felt very happy about it.
Before I switched off to make some breakfast I watched the
wank video just once and that did nothing to lessen the heightened
state of a delicious sexual tension I was feeling at the
thought of meeting some guy for sex before the day was out.
I was truly determined that today would be the day when I
would lose my 'virginity' to another man.


During the next eight hours, hardly moving away from the
computer, I was signed into TSdates.com and ready for any paging
from IM. I got a total of four calls from guys and the first
three were all locals living almost within walking distance
of my house. I tried my best to set up a liaison with each one
in turn, but for various reasons none was available at that
time, and I'm pissed off hearing the same thing every
time I chat with a guy living close to me and on top of that,
three times I've been stood up.


The fourth guy that I chatted with lives in England and he
is still only at the same bi-curious stage as myself. We
had chatted before and we agreed that if we could meet up
we would rent a room and let nature take its course without
any pre promises or ruling out of anything.


Talking to him made me even hornier than I already was, but
only in the mind, because my dick is too old to stiffen again
for about ten hours after I cum and even then I'm fully
reliant on Viagra. I told him that one of the earlier chatters
I'd met had recommended that I visit a gay sauna just
about a mile from my house.


Initially I had dismissed that possibility but so horny
was my head becoming that the thoughts and need to experience
my first taste of man to man sex grew too strong for me neglect
it any longer. It was then just after 3pm and I told the English
guy that I planned to go there within the next hour. I told
him that I didn't know for sure what I might do there
if I got the opportunity and that I might even get cold feet
and back out either before or after entering on payment
of €20. I told him I'd sign in at 10pm tonight and if
he paged me on IM I would give him a run down of how the whole
thing had worked out.


to be continued...